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So…

My eyes are all puffy right now and I am very light headed as of this typing…

I did it again. Worked so late at night again to finish some take-home drawings…

That’s really the problem when you are handling so many projects at a time. It’s always either you get too excited about it or you get too tired and too sick of it. In my case, I think I’m still a little bit of both. I mean, yeah, my plan to resign is already final but I still feel some excitement with some of the projects I’m handling. Well, I guess it’s better that way than not feeling anything at all. I don’t wanna leave the company feeling really tired and really so over it --- ya know what I mean? I want to feel good when I resigned. I mean not the at-long-last-my-working-days-are-over kind of feeling but rather I want that i-will-miss-all-of-you mixed with it’s-really-been-nice-working-with-all-of-you kind of thing. Hahaha.

Yah I’m a bit crazy right now because like I said in the beginning I stayed up so late last night. I slept at about 2AM.

I’m actually in office right now. Hahaha. I’m just pausing for just a short break, then I’ll hit my super-speed button again and I’ll be done with all the tasks I’ve assigned to myself today. Multi-tasking is really one of the things that I naturally do. Hahaha.

Alright! I better end it here. I need to go back to my work. Talk to you later!

The Excitement Continues...

After 5 consecutive days of staying at home, the more I feel that this is what I want and what I need. I’ve never been this sure in my life! Well… erm…  I mean… except when I said YES to my hubby’s proposals (take note: plural) and when I answered "yes i do" to the judge's question of taking Godwin ay my husband. And yeah about that... I will still post an entry about "that" soon (i just can't tell you yet how soon is my soon... errr... peace!)

The past five days have been very wonderful and I must say I didn’t get enough of it. And that’s a good thing, right? Really, I don’t want to go to work anymore. I am no longer excited despite my new projects (‘coz normally I can’t wait to get back to work when I have new projects but this time it’s really different).

This may not really mean that I’m totally giving up on working. It’s just that for now, I really believe and feel that this is what I need: a break from work. Who knows? One day, it’ll be I again who’d be dying to have a job. But as long as that time hasn’t come yet, I’ll stay in this thought where all I’d want to do is stay at home and rest and be a good housewife while thinking of doing some fun stuff.

There are a lot of things I can do at home. And just by thinking of ‘em right now, I’m already excited and just can’t wait for it to happen! Just the thought of it is making me smile already. It’s weird. I dunno how to explain exactly but there’s this tingling effect to my body every time the words “resign” “stay at home” “rest” “break” are passing by my thoughts.

I have less than 6 months now… yay!

I know this post is kinda nonsense and a little rubbing-it-in kinda way after my last entry but I dunno, I just can’t contain it and besides, this is my blog…. so I can practically say whatever I want to say here. yay!

Oh! About some entries that I promised I’d be posting soon. erm… because I’m back to work tomorrow, it might get a little delayed... again. Sorry… but I promise to really work on updating this site much more often than the past months. (peace! =D)

- End of daydreaming, back to the real world -

So yeah, that’s it for now. 'gotta work on my takehome works for now. Oh yeah, back to the real world.

DONE: 'picked one!

i have fallen out of love…for my work.

yeah.

well, let’s just say that i’m really one of those you can consider as a true-blue workaholic type of person. before, it was mainly because I had to. it's totally out of my obligations to my family, but in the long run, I became that person without even having the need to be one. this may all sound a little odd and/or confusing at the same time, but really, I’ve been in love with work (nomatter what job it is) for the past 5 years.

however, just very recently, i realized that i've been slowly drifting away. i realize that i already want to… erm.. have a break (may not be a permanent thing but just for the time being). yet, no matter how much i want it, it seems not that simple.

it ain’t that easy because i have made some promises not so long ago to some people very dear to me and i have started a few new obligations which without saying i've to fulfill… but blimey, once i've fulfilled those very recent promises and accomplished my new set of obligations, i’m 100% sure that i would want to pursue what i've been wanting to do for quite sometime now: TO REST.

in fact, I’m already drafting in my mind a list of things that I’d be doing at home while I’m working at becoming the best housewife in the world (wish me luck on the that!). included in the list are:

1.      adding more recipes to my cookbook (my goal: to make my hubby chubbier)

·         that means i'll be waking up early everyday to prepare and serve his breakfast, make sure he can bring something good and healthy to eat at work, and preparing dinner for when he comes back at night.

2.      making sure that the my gorgeous hubby would not run out of clothes to wear (so laundry and ironing will always be in check)

3.      i'll learn sewing!

4.      i'll be keeping our small home clean and will extend my charity to the whole house (eherm. grin)

5.      i'll be cuddling my guitar more often (and might go back to writing new songs. hmmm...)

6.      i'll be reading more books (I’m already very excited)

7.      i'll continue practicing my 3d skill until I get it very well polished (preparing for my new job – whatever that maybe..)

8.      i'll watch more movies (love this)

9.      i'll be blogging more often

10.  Oh there are so much more that I just can’t think of yet as of the moment.

also, let me just tell you that this list is, of course, bound to change (or maybe updated) when there's already a bun in the oven! (yay! happy thoughts.)

i am already so excited and so looking forward to it. hopefully everything falls into its proper places so that i won't have to worry about a lot of things when the time comes. giggles of excitement!

that would be all for now. Ciao!

sneak peek!

right now, there’s just a ton of things that I wanna share with you. obviously, a lot of things (major and minor) happened already since the last time I updated this blog (so sorry, pure laziness). so yeah, I intend to let you all know about all the details but not today as I’m still very busy. grin.

but just a heads-up, here are some of the things that i might be discussing in the coming days:

• how was my Christmas and new year?
• any new year resolution?
• have I picked one already? (oh yeah!)
• what I’ve always planned to tell you all since day 1 of this blog: how i got engaged and my very happy wedding (although it’s kind of pretty late already, I still wanna reminisce it in a bloggy way –giggles)

and there’s a lot more! so just hang in there but for now… good night. ^^