monday blogger

how was my monday?

this morning when i woke up, i already felt very light-headed. probably because i've been staying up late these past nights working on take-home drawings. seriously, it's starting to take toll on my body. sigh. so yeah, i woke up feeling a little dizzy already but of course, still went in for a shower. did my daily make up routine and headed to the nearest bustop where i will take my first ride for the day. in order to get to office, i will have to ride a bus going to the nearest mrt station, then take the train then take a bus again until i reach the nearest bus stop to our office. it doesn't end there. i still have to walk to get to our building. so you see, just going to work is already a lot of work (or okay, let's just call it exercise - whatever!).

due to the fact that i already was not feeling well when i woke up, i literally almost fainted after running so fast for my first ride today. and because i was wearing a bloody red lipstick, no one inside the bus even noticed that i was all pale and was about to throw up. i even felt cold drops of perspiration down my neck. it was really awful. the worse part of it all, i was standing on the bus, because that's how it really is every morning when you're rushing to go to work. yeah it sucks.

when i reached the mrt station, i rested on a bench first before continuing my travel. and when i boarded the train, to my dismay... i was standing again. good thing i found a pole where i can lean on. i wanted to ask those who were sitting to give up their seat for me but i just can't do that, can i?

my only consolation despite my unusual travel experience was to discover that i still won the early-bird-catches-the-worm award for today. at least i can say that all the hassles i went through earlier was all worth it.

then in the afternoon, about 2:30-3pm, i had to be at the site of our biggest project to take measurements (yet again) and to talk to clients about some little details.

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now, i'm back here. i got another set of take-home drawings. sigh. if this is really how my work is gonna be every single day, then i seriously have to go. whether i'm trying to conceive or not, this kind of living is really not good in any way.

speaking of, yeah that's the reason why i will be resigning in june. it seems that too much stress from work is the reason why we still can't make our precious little angel. so yeah. i gotta take that first step and see how it goes after that… ;-)

that's all i've got for today. i'll do my work first so i can rest early, even just for tonight...
hopefully… fingers crossed.

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**this is my very first and official random thoughts series. =) so from now on, every time i wanna blog about random things, i'll name it as RT with a number (for me to track how many random thoughts i've shared with you already... if that makes any sense at all) so yeah...**

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ok. so it’s sunday today and I feel like I just woke up even though it’s already 6:13 in the evening. i have my hot and delicious coffee here with me and I’m torn between these two books in front of me: Mini Shopaholic by Sophie Kinsella (the last one in the shopaholic series – my gorgeous and sweet hubby bought me the whole series of it as a Christmas present – now, isn’t that absolutely sweet?!!!) and Million Dollar Mates by Cathy Hopkins (which I only got for free because I bought an interior design magazine last year). while I still can’t decide, I figured I’ll kill time first by blogging about… doodoorudu… just about anything I can think of.

ok, let’s see. so today is the fifth day that my hubby and I are not together, as in literally away from each other. yeah, sadness. that’s because he went back home last Wednesday morning and since then I’ve been living solo here in our little room which we consider as our “house”. we are living in an HDB (housing development board) unit. the whole unit has a very spacious living room, a dining room, a kitchen, 1 common bathroom, 3 bedrooms and 1 master bedroom with its own bathroom. we are the lucky ones who own the master bedroom and this is what we call our “house”. PAUSE…

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sorry about that. it’s now 8:35PM here. my mom made an overseas call and we talked for like an hour. then when we’re about to finish, she passed the phone to my lil sis (who is not little anymore, I’m just so used to calling her my lil sis) and we just talked for about 15-20 seconds literally, so I had to call back as it is obviously not enough (like duh?!!!). our conversation went on and on and we talked for almost an hour too. waaaa I can’t imagine how much I’d be paying for my phone bill by month-end. I’m already shaking by just the thought of it. hahaha

so what did we talk about? hmmmm…. loads of… stuff… all kinds of stuff. hahaha. some personal stuff which I don’t really like to broadcast here. sorry.

my coffee is… well as you may have guessed already: COLD. yeah. but it’s okay because I’ve finished about 2/3 of it. hmmm…

sorry for my very incoherent entry today. i’m just really a little distracted lately. maybe the fact that my hubby is not here is one of the reasons why. it could also be because I’m already too stressed from work that all I wanna do now is unwind and just, you know, relax a little bit. my head just wants to explode right now. I have so many things to think of about work that it seems like work is my life. and that shouldn’t be the case at all! work can’t be my life but somehow it’s starting to be like that. argh!

so yeah… this entry is getting miles and miles long but is not really going anywhere. so I guess, I better stop here. i’ll try to post a new entry tomorrow. i said I’ll try, ok?

so yeah… see you… soon… ciao!