homesick?

as i am typing these words, it is already 2:18 in the morning and i obviously can't still manage to get a decent sleep. i am actually tired and sleepy already but i can't get myself to rest and sleep. sometimes it's just really ironic. but i don't think it's irony this time. i think i'm just feeling a little bit homesick. =(

sigh. after two months of enjoying my hubby's sister & cousin's company, now they're finally back home. they're presence here somehow made me forget all about the things i miss about our country. but now that they've left us already, i just feel a little sad and now here, restless...

...but i have work later. so whether i like it or not, i must force myself to go to bed now. i'll see you again... later.